understand Lyrics

Lately I've been a bit delusional

Tryna recover but I keep losin control

While my head spins round

The world don't slow down

You didn't even have to say a word

I already decided inside my mind

This was all a waste of time

At least from your perspective

And when everything around me isn't real

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel?

How I feel, to be for real

I wanna scream

I wanna cry

I wanna make you feel the way I feel inside

But that isn't nice

And I don't wanna be the bad guy

I wanna smile

While we hold hands

I wanna make you understand

What I don't understand for myself

Cuz I won't survive with anybody else

And why would I want to?

If we're keepin it honest

I'm uncomfortable

Bein myself

Keepin it real

But baby you know the real me

Already know the deal

Started as a crush

When I fell in love

Got me hooked just like a drug

When I'm high I create

New realities, they alternate

And when everything around me isn't real

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel?

How I feel, to be for real

I wanna scream

I wanna cry

I wanna make you feel the way I feel inside

But that isn't nice

And I don't wanna be the bad guy

I wanna smile

While we hold hands

I wanna make you understand

What I don't understand for myself

Cuz I won't survive with anybody else