CARRIE BRADSHAW Lyrics

I used to think I was a wizard

Behind my closet walls, thought I could have it all

Could never grow up to be a quitter

Could never be 28 working a job I hate

I used to think I was a wizard

Dressed up in my room to fight demons and save the night

While my mom was calling me for dinner

Was making up crazy things like no one was listening

I lost the plot when I learned I'm lost

Covered up my truth, let the money talk

I lost the plot when I learned I'm lost

In a world more fucked up than I thought

I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies, yeah

Oh I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies, yeah

No no my heart never tells me to think twice

Keep jumpin' in, jumpin' in it

Kissing my youth and innocence goodbye

Every turn, my head is spinning

20 years dumb, looking for a love

In the city of angels, I was tryna find the right one

Fun 41, he was on the run

Could light up a hollow heart like songs about staying young

I lost the plot, then I'm at his loft

Said he needed me...to get him off

Next day, he's off on a plane to Austin where he's got some options

Then I thought

I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies, yeah

Oh I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies

And just like that, Saturn returns

I should know better

What have I learned? Deserve the best

Expect the worst, then act surprised when I get hurt

Tryna put the ho in hopeless romantic

Heart eyes lit like bridges I burn in a panic

Say I wanna change, I'm full of it

Back on my Carrie Bradshaw bullshit

I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies, yeah

Oh I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies, yeah

Oh I can't believe I believed in magic

But it's kind of nice to open my eyes

See all the la la la la lies, yeah