Mirrors & Bones ft. Jaebriel Lyrics

Mirrors covered in silk, hiding the truth

Haunting reflections and sunken eyes

In the quiet, my mind never sleeps

Humming with critique at all hours of the eve

In the wake of constant dread

I am unwell, I am unfed

Bound to this body until death

Am I bound to always suffer

To never believe my lover

Because I think

I am a monster

I feel like a foreigner in my own skin

Sometimes I think of how long it's been

And how long I can keep going

My time is waning, my hair is thinning

I'm worried I'll never get better

I'm worried I'll feel like this forever

Every day is a war

Fighting for the right just to be sane

It shouldn't be this hard just to exist

Just to be alive

It feels like this is my life sentence

And there's no escaping it

There's only ending it for the sake of peace

For the sake of peace

For the sake of everybody who has helped me

Because in the end

I have only ever failed them