FAITH Lyrics

It's TOMI Faith above all

Let's Go

One minute I'm fine the next I am not

My life is derailed next to my thought

Somethings got hold of me begging I 'stop'

It spreads up through me until I am caught

Silent alarms ring through my head

I'm gripping my thighs until I have bled

Chest feeling heavy I'm all out of breath

Feel my heart racing straight to it's death

Life goes on minute to minute

Feels like my mental is stretched to its limits

How can I last when my fear is infinite

Wouldn't believe if I wasn't within it

Doubt creeps up consuming my mind

Anxieties everywhere nowhere to hide

Holding on tight I hope it subsides

Told that I'm fine but I know its a lie

Using this medium, I paint a picture

Practice my talent with a convicture

Exercise demons straight out of scripture

Lust and Doubt, I battle the victor

If you had power what would you wish for?

Would you devour? Would you have kids or

Charge by the hour! Sharpening pitch forks

Hunting the monsters outside of your kids door!

What do we look for?

How can you save those you would care for?

What path we take or road we explore

Grants us power to fight off such Horror!

What do we do to a foe that's within?

When will I stop losing hope that I win?

Anxiety hide and seek under my skin

Patiently waiting to tear limb from limb!

Then it begins enough is enough!

Can't feel my legs but I need to stand up

Slowly but surely, it's almost abrupt

I chose to fight back and I sobered on up

It's for the best that I battle my mind

Allow it no rest, one fight at a time

Show it no mercy and someday I'll find

Passing this test made me one of a kind!

I do not win even half of the time!

Sometimes I find that I want to resign

But I cannot stop on a dime!

What would she think if TOMI didn't shine

Taught me a lot that grandma of mine

Gave me my faith so I see every sign

Gave me this name by which I define

What I will say when she reminds?

I've taken pills to silence my mind

Still fear the loneliness that I did find

I smoked weed and was stoned all the time

Gave up on trying till learning to rhyme!

Found my own clarity and stopped the misuse

Still finding Band-Aids on top of abuse

Practiced my craft a single turned two

This gave me the voice that led me to you

Now I am shouting for all of our freedom

Rapping that shit that I hoped to be freed from

Search for our keys to enter Gods kingdom

Then and only will I see how far we've come

I have a mission I will never run from!

Finding our power in curses I've undone

Amassing an army it starts with a someone

Refuse to fall flat when I have just begun

One minute I'm fine the next I am not

My life is derailed next to my thought

Somethings got hold of me begging I 'stop'

It spreads up through me until I am caught

Silent alarms ring through my head

I'm gripping my thighs until I have bled

Chest feeling heavy I'm all out of breath

Feel my heart racing straight to it's death

Life goes on minute to minute

Feels like my mental is stretched to its limits

How can I last when my fear is infinite

Wouldn't believe if I wasn't within it

Doubt creeps up consuming my mind

Anxieties everywhere nowhere to hide

Holding on tight I hope it subsides

Told that I'm fine but I know its a lie

All of these thoughts they are all me

These are the things that make up TOMI

I win and I lose simultaneously

But I get to choose that's the beauty of me!

I am the one who takes up the pen

Nobody tells me the what and the when!

Ever a Foe I consider a Friend

'Cause nobody knows when this shits gonna end

Don't just stand there be of some use

Seek out your friend and pick him up too!

Don't need an army its army of two

Changing the world it is all up to you!

Put in your hand what I have learned

The right to keep going is yours to go earn

Learn from our past and paths that we burn

Find fast thee faith before the return!