I Can't Tell When It Changes Lyrics

I've been up too long

And now it seems to come and go with ease

Out here on my own

If only I could find a single word

I didn't want you to know

I'm fighting just to let it go

I'm opportunistic, everything's sadistic

I hope it doesn't slow

Take this as you go

And maybe you'll escape reality

Every other night

It seems that you're a part of my dreams

I didn't want you to know

I'm drunk enough to let it show (I'm drunk enough so that you'll never let me go)

I'm opportunistic, everything's sadistic

I hope it doesn't slow