dreaming? ft. Proficient Prophet Lyrics

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

Morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

Even if I could, it would all be gray

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

I've been dreaming, about the day I'm leaving

Maybe one day I can rid myself of all these demons, yeah

I've been seeing, like all these things I'm needing

They ask me why I'm changing, but I'm only changing seasons

I've been trying to find these things to tend to help me cope

But I ain't gon' find what I've been missing in a drink or smoke

So with all this pain I'm taking and you know I feel so broke

So it feels so hard, you know this world is cold

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

Morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

Even if I could, it would all be gray

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

All I've ever wanted from this is to go diamond platinum

Always feared I'd be another dude who'd die from rapping

You know I talk my shit to you and my mind is spazzing

And if I kill for it, then it would be a crime of passion

Married to the game, there's no days off

Just ask my wife and kids, studio time means they get lost

And I hate all the cost, I fucking hate what it's brought

But I love it too much, most days I wish my brain would just rot

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

Morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

Even if I could, it would all be gray

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad