Good Mourning Lyrics

What

What was that look

What look

The look you just gave me

I gave a look

Yes

I mean, really

What is the big deal

We go in there

We're in there for a while

Then we come back down here

It's not complicated

It's almost stupid if we didn't

It's more romantic

What's that

Of course

I guess maybe some little problems could arise

There are always a few

I mean, if anything happened and we couldn't be friends the way we are now, that would really be bad

Definitely

Because this is very good

Yeah

Another morning, another mourning about your love,

Another pourin' of tears, My fears and my doubts above

Anything else in my brain

I wake up woozy with Zyprexa, I'm slow movin

Transitionin' to the new me

Man, I thought I knew me, but really didn't

Thought that I could rule me with these silly writtens I've really been smitten with

Lately, my lyrics been revealin' with it, showin' me that I don't care if I'm really livin'

With me

I've been really livid

It'd be a shame if I were to give in, but this hole in my heart got this depression hittin' different

I just don't get it, but then again, I don't get a lot

I'm stuck in a box, I built myself that I wish I didn't

It's not what I thought, and nothing is, and there's nothing that you can help me with, sir

My case manager feelin' helpless, I seldom win sir

It's just a timin' thing

I've been behind, I think it's time I try to find something to make me feel whole again

But not material, maybe ethereal

Maybe the peace I speak about weakly, cause I like hearin' it

It sounds so divine

Imagine that: a Marcus Lee that's healthy, rules is mind

Knows all the tools to find to make full progression happen

I'm tryin' to read more, and find that when I'm stressed, I'm rappin

I'm thinkin' maybe that's it

I just fear changin' and maybe puttin' my mic down

But I'll never do that again, cause clutchin' my mic's how

I can't understand it in life now

I write down all my shortcomings so I can see what I fight

How can anybody go and just tell me different

I can't settle for people who can't stand to respect my vision

I'm sorry fam

Built for years I peer in the mirror, a sorry man

And I don't want to anymore, I'm doin' all I can

That means the focus is on me for now, I call you when

I'm free to be the ear I was to all my friends, I know I'm not the strongest friend

But shit, I just have no idea if I belong with friends

I wanna call, no idea why I'm stallin' and

I've just been in this one-on-one with my callin' and

reconnected with a friend I know the longest, man

We ain't miss a beat

It's always that way, they quick to forgive me

I try to emulate, but anger lives within me

I default to not speakin' when I start to feel weak

And I let time pass, effectively settin' me into my past

I overthink and overthink and overthink

That I start to sink into dark melodies that sometimes have hurt people

And I think that I am the worst evil

And I think and surround myself with the worst people

It couldn't be more far from the truth

These some of the best friends I've met, results of the booth

And all this is proof when they reach out

And I know they invested in keepin' Lee out of his dark room

They lessen reasons to peace out

And Lord knows I've been thinkin' bout it for weeks now

Or maybe months, I know I ain't much

Lookin' for love I lost, so I spread it

Just gotta remember to love myself when I am presented the time

So I write, baby, I've been puttin' the lead in my rhymes

On my grind, tryin' to find my light

And yo, I gotta write it

I need my time

There's a lot on my mind

And I've been on my grind, tryin' to find me