I'm Gone Lyrics

It's only because nobody would ever listen

Born blinded, tried being optimistic

Viewing the bright side, I might've missed it

Flashback, I want my mom, she's non-existent

Gone long past that, quarterback shots went off, I'm gone ballistic

Time out, want halfback, stuck in crime positioned

Itching for switching my life up, sick and tired of the lies and b!tchin

inside I'm tied up, fused like dynamite

I might try to find her tie us right up side by side and light a

Match, strike, our lives off as write-offs

At least we'll be binded by my violence

Nah it'll suck, I'll bottle it up, crying in silence

All them times looking for love, but finding sirens

Blaming my mom, but it's all my mind's defiance

Lost it all when I nine-to-fived it

Feels like I've been fisted right to the wrist and twisted, lifted

Pushed off my #sshole like a fishbowl been pissed in

This just in, listen

I'm tearing down the walls and throwing it all at y'all, even the kitchen

Sink throughout this intervention

I failed to mention through my poetic invention

That you f#cking suck and have pathetic intentions

Need a medic attention

Another letter suspension

Hit with a belt, help, fill me with tension

Overdue feelings fueled brewed and ferment them

Every f#cking word on this page I sent-I-ment it Now you can feel the rage of what my pencil and pen said

Supposed to be strong in a broken home

You know I'm gone

Just wish you heard me

No surprise when you look at her eyes sin and see nothing alive

And you know I'm gone

Instead you hurt me

You know I'm gone

Truth is you had two kids, left and had new kids

Gone with… the wind, never turning back

How the f#ck could you do this

Convict… son number two-is

Sharp tongue, cut a lawn with,

Screw this life's something you act through

Not nice, two words you should tattoo

On your forehead, you're more less no more dead than two turds in my last poo

Wouldn't recognize me if you passed through

Matthew, is that you

Used to dream waking up crying trying to catch you

My mother's nuts, nah I'm lying she's cashews

Date a man tying off with the lace of my last shoe

My own mother's the roadrunner, I'm Wiley

Coyote in a race, second place, I'm last too

That's putting it mildly

Heavy is stepping in the ring

Expecting to win against him in his prime with Ali

Those are the odds of you f#cking being a mommy

We got beef roast, cold toast, and salami

If you ever froze and, thought on me

Crinkle your toes, keep walking on, singing this song

Bring it on, you know mom

Im thinking the same thing where I'll be

You're probably better off without me

Supposed to be strong in a broken home

I just wish I had one with you

You know I'm gone

No surprise when you look in her eyes sin see nothing alive and

You know I'm gone

You know I'm gone

Karma is exactly what my momma is

B!tch!! You never f#cking call your kids

Now I'm fed up with all of this

Fingers up intolerance, don't want a~f#cking-pologies

Intellect but follows his

Negligence the father is

Describe what alcoholic is,

Intelligent the problem is

Disrespect I call it miss,

interpreting the t call you missed

Seeing all I wanted was a mom to reach below the calm surface

Not believing, leaving not to be bothered with..It's me,

Leave a message all''em non to respond to 'em

Pain? I'm gone to it, I've gone through it, I'm gone through it

A gone-to-let (gauntlet) I'm running on non the less

Pity party patients name not on the list

Trying nonchalantly as possible to conquer this

Moving on from Mr. Monstrous,

To someone that is marvellous

Stopping this from stopping on my conscious b!tch

Filled with doubt, so awesome, it's amazing

Embracing small accomplishments

Knowing now there's a positives in consequence

Your ignorance is also bliss, developing a tolerance

You've gotten what you want and wished

Immunity from you and me, you didn't break no law for this

Just my heart to my mom I blow an awful kiss Poof!!

B!tch be gone with this

B!tch be gone with this

Supposed to be strong in a broken home

Don't you f#cking go

You know I'm gone

Don't you f#cking go

No surprise when looking her eyes sin see nothing alive

And you know I'm gone

Don't you f#cking go

You know I'm gone

Holy f#ck man