LET DOWN MY GUARD (STRANGERS AGAIN) ft. Jayson & Pierce Lyrics

And our life is back to normal,

I don't feel like crying when I drive

Even on the streets we used to ride down it doesn't feel right,

And now you sound so healthy, Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit

Even though I'm finally done with it

I kinda wish

She a perfect ten in every sense

Relieved my stress when i was tense And you would vent id rub your head

And all the sex was so intense

You know i meant to give my best

You came and went, and now you with my friend

And all i see is red and i'll resent you til im dead

Pourin out this liquor bottle dying

Drownin in my sorrow will i see tomorrow

She done stole my soul it wasn't borrowed

Give it back or tragic action happens Passin out relapsin asthma attackin

Girl you joked about your love, but i ain't laughing

Overthinking i can't talk about this topic cause it's sore

I cant date without me thinkin bout my last ex girlfriend whore

Constant battles in my head, my thoughts in a fuckin war

She broke my heart, and til this day my faith it still ain't been restored

Yea hasn't been restored, and there was nothing more

Your heart explored different places like it was on tour

How am i supposed to heal if you left me scarred

Telling me we took this way to far, left me when I let down my guard

Left me all this baggage, ain't no place to pack it so i'm stuck

Found me in the dirt and pulled me up

Then tossed me back down in the mud so now i hold a grudge

And all these girls they know what's up

I can't get past my stupid ex

So now with female all i do is pursue the sex

Feelin used and left, bruised abused to death

she chewed me up and spit me out and had me broken

Screwed then left now I goof and jest

But really im just lost, and don't know who to text

I hope my future self look at me and say i wish you the best

How am I suppose to heal if you left me scarred

Yea you told me we took this way to far

Left soon as I let down my guard

Let down my guard

Tupac once said forever isn't forever

So just be my friend until we get back together

As a generation I think we misunderstood

How is it happily ever after, if the ending isn't good

Being hurt takes a lot out of me

This year for Christmas, i just want my exes apologies

Some gave up on me when I went missing

One had a baby treated me different

One ended up focusing on fitness

It's funny how you can see the difference

Im tired of the leaving and deceiving

And the disbelieving in the tricks

Get in the mix, in something that couldn't fix

Something that couldve fixed

And now the only memories I have of you, is deleted pics

Now your someone I don't even miss

I wish I never kissed

You already know this is a diss

I put you on my friends hate list

I'm on your new mans playlist

And life is back to normal

I dont feel like crying when I drive

I even on the streets we used to ride down into it

And I guess it sounds so healthy

Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit

Even though finally done with it, I kinda wish