Portals Lyrics

It's hard to make small talk

Girl we're living in a big world

I said then hid behind a wall of smoke

So tell me what's your name

You seem like a cool girl

And I made that guess before you even spoke

She said, I don't like it here

I feel stuck and out of place

I just wanna move

She said crying

My imagination runs

Is it me or is it us

Who feel as if the portals closing up

Long nights of drugs and lust

I got lost like all my luck

And now I'm

Back home and I'm lonelier than ever

Cut ties with all my friends

Found faith in my medicine

And now it's

Been years and it's haunting me forever

I'm way too young to be this sad

And I know it

All the smoke inside my lungs

Has turned to ash

Felt like dying every time you came to mind

But now I'm way too high

To be bothered by it