Lights Gone Lyrics

Uh It was a downpour

Message on my phone I gotta ignore

It ain't from my love it was advertisement promo

I'm walking on street, pretended this is apocalypse yea

Uh saw my mama posted a picture with her boyfriend

I'm happy for her but I felt weird and complicated

She never opened up this shit with me that's what happened

She blamed me sounded like my dad it was 2014 April

Look don't get me wrong I'm still fucking love them

I'm not gonna make it without my father and my mother

Sometimes I wonder why can't they just get back together

For me and brother or whatever fucking reason

Now I understood how y'all feels as parent

Now I understood how hard to make decision

Know exactly how to feels to being alone

I don't want my parents experience this shit, I don't

Still sad when I'm looking back

Heart stopped for a minute

All these trauma bullshit in the past

Comes back at 3a.m.

Still sad when I'm looking back

Heart stopped for a minute

All these trauma bullshit in the past

Comes back at 3a.m.

Uh I took seven difference pills in my bathroom

So I can sleep with my eyes close yea

But I feel dead in the next day

Worst part is I quite like that

Every time I light up a cigarette

I saw my dead uncle face in the air

Thought the worst was I jailed in SG

But is alone in CBD

Still sad when I'm looking back

Heart stopped for a minute

All these trauma bullshit in the past

Comes back at 3 a.m .

Still sad when I'm looking back

Heart stopped for a minute

All these trauma bullshit in the past

Comes back at 3a.m.

Uh yea yea

Comes back at 3a.m. yea

Uh so much pain

So much pain tell me how can I forget uh

Yea yea yea

Pain willl never go

Pain willl never go

Pain willl never go uh yea

So much pain tell me how the fuck I can forget uh