EVACUATE Lyrics

I'm not ready to accept the fact that you're gone

I'm not ready to close my eyes and move on

You're not in this realm I'm in

And I won't fake like I'm your friend

So I'm not ready to let go of what we have

It's like I'm going through it all over again

Every picture that I see can go right in the bin

I'm not ready to learn to pretend

To smile when I know that you're out breathing

And I'm panicking trying to find people to hang with

That's when it hit me

I surrounded myself and my life around all your being

Completely suffocated you till you saw me as needy

And that's when it hit me

You didn't need me anymore

You didn't see me anymore

And I'm not ready to accept that

Never

Quarantined in the library

If I go out, it'll be scary

I don't want to see you having the time of your life

If I don't wish you happiness, I'm a villain

But if I wish for love

Who would come

That's when it hit me

I acknowledged how you feel

But what about love that I'm missing

Focused on you so much that I forgot how to start breathing alone

So my nerves called you home

I'm torn between modesty

Because I still love your honesty

How we blended logically

But the world hates autonomy

Imma still give you all of me

Even trying to find all of me

And we can sketch this blindly

So don't go missing trying to find your way back to me