Holdin' Up Lyrics

I'm bringing out the worst in any woman I get close to

Life isn't rehearsed and I ain't doin what I'm s'posed to

I can't take the heat but then I shiver in the cold too

Things are on repeat and I can't take back what I told you

Took it to heart and it tore me apart

Look into startin it back to the start

Hold up your faith cuz you can't be replaced

It's worth the wait and he'll show us the pace

I know that, I know that God is there

Still I feel, still I feel like life ain't fair

Holding onto, holding onto what he said

He's reason he's the reason I'm not dead

I'm living in the moment but the past is still behind me

Try to just let go but then there's something to remind me

Any time I'm flying seems I always do it blindly

Missing all the signs and then the road keeps getting windey

Hittin the curves like you didn't deserve

Sit on the curb and it's hitting a nerve

Isn't it real or you didn't just feel

Tires could squeal but he's taking the wheel

I know that I know that God is there

Telling me telling me that he still cares

Holding onto holding onto what he said

Holding up, holding holding up my head

I know it's not the end

I know I lost a friend

I know I can't pretend

I know I can't defend

Defense don't come out right

My mind is fight or flight

Only Christ can make it right

Can't trust my own sight

I'm losing every battle when I try to fight it lonely

Let the devil rattle and I know I'm not the only

Might have tried to grab but I will never let him hold me

Focused on the bad a different person that's the old me

Changing myself cuz it's all that can

Taking my health back into my hands

Give it to Jesus he offered to take it

Better believe this is how I can make it

I know that, I know that God is here

See it all, I see it all now crystal clear

Holding onto holding onto faith and trust

Now I know now I know, I can't give up

I know that, I know that God is there

Still I feel, still I feel like life ain't fair

Holding onto, holding onto what he said

He's reason he's the reason I'm not dead

I know that I know that God is there

Telling me telling me that he still cares

Holding onto holding onto what he said

Holding up, holding holding up my head