Won't Let Myself Become You Lyrics

Holy falter

Disrespect unspoken treaties

Constant needing

Keeps reflecting something filthy

Self absorbed

A sickness you

Can't stop exuhuming

All the times I needed you

I just stopped expecting

Say what you wanna say

Nobody's listening

Can't see the point in this

When all that's crumbling is you

What's behind me now

Is still in front of you

Can't see through the hate

Won't let myself become you

Won't let myself become

You

She keeps throwing me away again

With no regard for the pain I'm in

All the while knowing that she's the bane of it

The reason behind all these sleepless nights and

One sided fights turning arguments into a main event

Definition of a villain who will act like a vixen

Parades all day masquerading a victim

Keep screaming from the top of your lungs

Tryin to prove to everyone how you're not toxic as fuck

Say what you wanna say

Nobody's listening

Can't see the point in this

When all that's crumbling is you

What's behind me now

Is still in front of you

Can't see through the hate

Won't let myself become you

I've been trying to keep my head

above the water

I've been drowning in a sea of

Your fake tears for years

texting everyone that ya know

Like a martyr

Your god complex is really starting to appear

All along it's been a part of the whole persona

I should have realized that it would never disappear

When you finally come to grips with all the things that you did the waves gonna hit when you catch a glimpse in the mirror

Guilt

Something like a disease

That consumes you when you just live as you please

For far too long we were descending towards our end

Now that we're at the bottom you don't have to pretend

I'm sick of biting tongue and pulling my hair out

While you keep tearing down everything that I care about

No more highroads or taking the fair route

You tied the fucking rope I'm just kicking the chair out.

Say what you wanna say

Nobody's listening

Can't see the point in this

When all that's crumbling is you

What's behind me now

Is still in front of you

Can't see through the hate

Won't let myself become you

Say what you wanna say

Say what you wanna say

Won't Let Myself Become You