CHOKEHOLD Lyrics

She is just your bandaid

And I am your cut

I keep digging further

Into the wound

Cause i'm afraid to heal

What if one day you want me still?

I'm going through the hardest

I just wanna feel again

You got me in this chokehold

and I can't seem to find way

Cause every time I see your face

I want you but I don't

And i'll relapse in every way

I have a blind spot

I lose everything therapy has taught

I have a blind spot

I watch all my progress rot

You fill up my cup for awhile

Then I become part of your draught

Do you remember when we had zero doubts?

I remember back on fourth of July

Watching the fireworks

Under the warm sky

Back then I knew how to feel alive

You made me feel so high

You got me in this chokehold

and I can't seem to find way

Cause every time I see your face

I want you but I don't

And i'll relapse in every way

I have a blind spot

I lose everything therapy has taught

I have a blind spot

I watch all my progress rot

I hold onto to this feeling

Cause you'll always have a part of me

Cause you were once my everything

You got me in this chokehold

And I can't seem to find way

Cause every time I see your face

I want you but I don't

And i'll relapse in every way

I have a blind spot

I lose everything therapy has taught

I have a blind spot

I watch all my progress rot