Starting Over Lyrics

The taste of Bacardi reminds me of that day

My mind turned into pieces when it wasn't going my way

I can hear the sirens even from afar

Afraid to lose control

I'm sitting by the toilet

Don't give a fuck about my health

I'm drawing red with silver to punish myself

But this is not an option

Don't wanna lose this fight

To be happier than ever

I wanna change my life

It isn't worth it

To not be sober

Forget my past

I'm starting over

I felt sick to my stomach

When I couldn't stay

I got scared when they told me that I didn't get a say

Twenty miles from safety

Fear to be alone and trapped by myself

I'm sitting by the toilet

Don't give a fuck about my health

I'm drawing red with silver to punish myself

But this is not an option

Don't wanna lose this fight

To be happier than ever

I wanna change my life

It isn't worth it

To not be sober

Forget my past

I'm starting over

It isn't worth it

To not be sober

Forget my past

I'm starting over

I talked about my feelings

Broken and exposed

Forced to live with people that I didn't know

My mind was dark and foggy

Don't remember a thing

I felt like a ghost

I'm sitting by the toilet

Don't give a fuck about my health

I'm drawing red with silver to punish myself

But this is not an option

Don't wanna lose this fight

To be happier than ever

I wanna change my life

I'm sitting by the toilet

Don't give a fuck about my health

I'm drawing red with silver to punish myself

But this is not an option

Don't wanna lose this fight

To be happier than ever

I wanna change my life

I'm sitting by the toilet

Don't give a fuck about my health

I'm drawing red with silver to punish myself

But this is not an option

Don't wanna lose this fight

To be happier than ever

I wanna change my life