Cult Lyrics

Had to keep my head down for so long

Had to forget that there's no door

Had to pretend that I didn't exist

Had to disown all the parts they wanted to kill

Now I am out

I'm supposed to be free

But not until the cage was programmed inside of me

How am I supposed to heal

How am I supposed to know myself again

How am I supposed to be when I have become my cage

I forgot how to be free

I don't know what it's like

It's been so long since I've been with myself

I don't even think got to know myself

They asked me "Why can't you just let go?

It's been seven years since they let you go"

But they don't understand that the past is now a part of me

I can't let go of what I needed to survive

I tried

I don't have anyone else

I don't know who I am

Outside of those walls

I never saw myself while being free

I gotta start again

Like a baby

But I'm already turning 30 this year

They asked me "Why can't you just let go?

It's been seven years since they let you go"

But they don't understand that the price of freedom is to become the cage

I don't have anyone else

I don't know who I am

Outside of those walls

I never saw myself while being free, I gotta start again

Like a baby

But I'm turning 30 this year

It's about to be over

How do you get over losing your only life

How do you get over losing your only life

While you're still alive

How do you get over losing your only life

How do you get over losing your only life

While you're still alive