i think of you on rainy days Lyrics

I imagine you sitting down

Your arms crossed, your eyes lost

Thinking about everything but our memories

Staring at the blank walls of the coffee shop

Your hair falling, I'm undone

I'm trapped in the remnants of our history

I wanna know how you can look at me

Forcibly forget our story and label me a stranger

How can I never even cross your mind

When you're living in my head rent-free

Told me how much you loved me

And swore you loved me more

And is it too late to apologize for all of my supposed crimes

I know you won't change your mind but I just wanna try

Turns out I can be happy surrounded by people with loving eyes

Even if they're not directed at me

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really free when I'm chained down by our memories

Now when you look at me, I don't feel anything

Think that's what doesn't sit quite right with me

Surrending our hearts and taking it back like it means nothing

Claimed my heart as yours, and walked right through the doors

You never gave it back, even when it stopped beating

Did you tell the truth before

When you told me who your heart was for

I was searching all my drawers

I think I might've lost it

(I think I might've lost it)

I'm thankful for everything

The lessons learned, the letters burned

Maybe someday, you won't see me as anything

I hope you're happy

Though a part of me still wishes that it was with me

Maybe someday I won't think about what could've been

Maybe someday I'll stop wishing you were around