Disgrace Lyrics

Scary, docile, docile but ya act like crocodile

Messy, so wild

Leave me alone, I have nothing at all

Kill me, I'm tired

See me outside, it's been such a long time

I see the light, it's so bright I don't want to go outside

I know it's cold in my house

But that's the only place I feel safe

I know I'm a disgrace

I don't want to bring that to any other place

Before the story began, I was locked in my bed

I was stuck in my head

Until the day was dead

I looked back in regret, to the choices I had

Made turn into a game

Locked in a cage

I'm still filled with rage

I'm not done with games

I still played with rage

I have no escape

Looked inside my mind

All I could ever find

Was a sign of mine

Saying I died inside

It was a sacrifice to my life was tried

By the judge of fate, corrupt and said I'm craze

But I said I'm sane

Many said I hate

But they were all ashamed

Of the actions I've made

I was a monster in eyes

They looked so terrified

It was all in vain, how can I relate

My own trauma to the fact on the plate

That I was a psychopath who gave everyone pain

See me outside, it's been such a long time

I see the light, it's so bright I don't want to go outside

I know it's cold in my house

But that's the only place I feel safe

I know I'm a disgrace

I don't want to bring that to any other place

The moral of my story is that don't go to people

Because they are evil and will eat you or they will feed you

I'm talking from experience

If you don't believe me

Go outside then you'll realize

No one survives people

Not all are bad but just be careful

Cause next time you'll be alive then next they will beat you

Message for my past self

Don't trust anyone else before they get to see the real you