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How did I let myself give in?

I'm so fucking dumb

I'm still feeling so numb from last night

I can still taste the guilt left inside my mouth

Somehow it tastes like molasses

I could've sworn

I didn't mean to drown this low

I'm in too deep

Can't step on the scale without losing my mind

Don't tell me (Just tell me)

Did I overdo it again today?

And I'll do it again tomorrow

Satisfaction leads into sorrow

How did I let myself give in?

I'm so fucking dumb

I'm still feeling so numb from last night

I can still taste the guilt left inside my mouth

Somehow it tastes like-

Staring at the ceiling

Laying and wasting away

Wish and pray

This is child's play

Like hunter and prey

Maybe I'm the victim after all

Numbers on the screen smell like tangerine

Except

It's painted in disguise

My body's betraying me

Urges scream from inside

Staring at the five hundred

In the dark

And the scars that left a mark

Drilled inside my brain

Are the words "it's still too much"

Did I overdo it again

And again and again

And again and again

And again and again

And I'll do it again tomorrow

Satisfaction leads into-

How did I let myself give in?

I'm so fucking dumb

I'm still feeling so numb from last night

I can still taste the guilt left inside my mouth

Somehow it tastes like molasses