The Most Beautiful Garden I Know Holds My Headstone Lyrics

I shouldn't even be here

I almost lost myself along the way

A lack a self-esteem and some pain Almost cost me everything

When everything was going wrong You were moving on

I could feel you drift away

I can still hear you say

Everything's okay

You couldn't even be clear

Leaving love crumbs along the way Out of my life for the last time

Burning anything

Everything that you once loved

Proving love's not enough

Maybe it never was

Anything

Ain't that a shame

You said you'd always revere

The time you spent with me

Then you went and lied, damn near tried

To take my life away

On the day you up and left

I never saw you again

You left me in misery

What kind of friend just leaves

Their love in vain

I shouldn't even be here

I'm so glad I chose to stay

The thought crossed my mind

That suicide was my destiny

Cause you and me were all but done

I really thought you were the one

Now I know what it means

To be abandoned capriciously

With errant disdain