Feel Like Dyin' Lyrics

Momma grew a nigga strong enough, get it on my own

So I gotta go get it, fuck it if it's right or wrong

But it's hurtin' me more that I got it, now you're gone

And ever since you left my house it don't feel like a home

Said that imma hold you down, show you how to ride

Been through hell and back so baby I can deal with fire

Downin' these bottles so baby I ain't copin' right

Hard to live so hit my phone if you ever feel like dyin'

Conversations with the devil I ain't feelin' right

Gotta nigga locked up he needs a better life

My momma ain't been the same since my bro died

Your own niggas be crazy don't leave the door wide

My dawg dealin' with demons gotta get so high

We been livin through our fears momma don't cry

When I tell you it hits different when a soul fly

Always stand on ya business, we gone be soul tied

I been through the ringer I hear death callin my name

Could give a fuck about the money I just needed you to change

You expect me to open up but since then I ain't been the same

Got some feelings in my head that nigga I just can't explain

And I know it's been a minute

I ain't put my hands together

And I know you see me sinnin'

I fell behind you God I know that there's gon no winnin

Trynna keep my spirits lifted

I'm in debt to all my niggas

Aint afford my clothes in months

I got the same in all my pictures

Everybody trynna to tell me to go back to hell

Cause I started from the bottom baby and now I'm here

And you know that I used to wish that you were someone else

And baby sometimes I just wish I wasn't by myself

Conversations with the devil I ain't feelin' right

Gotta nigga locked up he needs a better life

My momma ain't been the same since my bro died

Your own niggas be crazy don't leave the door wide

My dawg dealin' with demons gotta get so high

We been livin through our fears momma don't cry

When I tell you it hits different when a soul fly

Always stand on ya business, we gone be soul tied

And when you told me you don't love me did you lie to me?

I feel like everything we went through was reality

And now I'm picking up the pieces of my sanity

Tell me that you still care so I can put my mind at ease

And it's been different since you left and now my bed is cold

PTSD I still get dreams about us growin' old

How you expect me to open up then throw it out the door

You ain't understand my feelings you was askin' for

And I been feelin' lonely its been hard for me to care

Different hoes in different places I know that they stare

But you the only one I need, I realize that ain't fair

I'll always be that nigga, I'm the one who hit it there

Yeah

Mm

Realize that ain't fair

But you the one I care 'bout

You the one I care

Mhmm

Mhmm

Mhmm