Northern Light Lyrics

I'm waking up dead right now

Give me a sign

That I'm gonna be right about

What I want in my life

I wanna be up right now

But I never tried

Cause' the world in my dreams isn't real in real life

I'm waking up dead right now

I'm tryna fly

But my wings keep coming down

When I wake up and try

Cause' no one is around

And I don't wanna lie

I'm getting tired of highs that only last for some time

I wanna wake up right now

But I can't even fight

Cause' I would have been dead without

Tryna waste my whole life

But you told me nothing's like

What I wanted in mine

So I'm gonna die like that

And I spent three whole nights tryna give you a call

Cause' I spent my whole life tryna explain it all

And I know one quick fight could put an end to this all

I'm alright it's alright I'm alright

I'm wasting my weeknights getting wasted at home

My friends and I fell off around one year ago

I'll take my own damn life if that's all that I owe

I'm alright it's alright I'm alright

I'll sleep beneath streetlights tryna escape the cold

All of the childhood nights freezing crying alone

I'm getting way too old to become what I hoped

It's alright I'm alright it's alright

I'm alright it's alright I'm alright

(Yeah what am I in for)

It's alright I'm alright it's alright

(Do I know it's gonna last)

I'm alright it's alright it's alright

(Yeah what am I in for)

It's alright I'm alright it's alright

So every time we fight I get a taste of the cold

That I don't think I like but I can't keep control

Of if my lullabies puts a sleep to it all

I'm alright it's alright I'm alright

I guess the northern lights aren't too high to fall

Cause' I spent my whole life tryna explain it all

And I spent three whole nights tryna give you a call

I'm alright

I won't lie

I'm not fine