Memory Remains Lyrics

Wonderin' just where I've been, I'm losin'

Parts of me, I can't get back, can't choose them

Prayin' for another way through this

Hell I've been escaping through the music

To be afraid, I always am

I miss the stage, and I miss all of my friends

Still here, sun ready sun steady

No fear

A headache no bedding

What's real and what's not

My stomach in knots

Felt reality, Sink in and stay

Hopin' that my memory remains

Thinkin' bout the facts of life and Jesus

Wonderin' if he's gonna see me through

Findin' all the ways I fucked my life up

Until I understand that this whole life's rough

To shine like gold,

I wish I could

Stop feelin' old, leave the past and do some good

Still here, sun ready sun steady

No fear

A headache no bedding

What's real and what's not

My stomach in knots

Felt reality, Sink in and stay

Hopin' that my memory remains

Do you think about me?

When the parties over

I think about you and cry,

I'm getting older

It's hard to talk with these tears inside my eyes

Cold and locked, I think about it all the time

Alive, I'm ready, sun's steady

No lies I'm Fienen'

Believin', there's more to this life

Felt the strife, laid it down

Insane

Hopin' that my memory remains