Never an Us Lyrics

I know it's been a while

And I won't take up too much of your time

But if it wasn't all made up

Then there's something I'd like you to know

I'd never feared the word friend til that night

Early spring, the downfall of my mind

Left the room and had to wonder why

Swallowed my feelings, drove past your red lights

So many questions left

But what's the point, if it was in my head?

Slowly fell for your ghost

Followed by nights that meant nothing at all

Well, now you know why I stepped aside

I see you're doing fine, but in case you'd like to know

What's on my mind?

Well, I've been trying to figure out

Why do I think about you at times?

See, I thought stars had finally aligned, got lost in your eyes just to realize

There would never be an us

Never an us

Never an us

Never

I think every once in a while about giving you a call

Someday running into you

Rehearsed and memorized every line I meant to say, right before I walked away

I slowly killed myself thinking you'd care enough for me

But the truth is, I was just another name

There will never be an us

Never an us

Never an us

Never

Cause there was never be an us

Never an us

Never an us

Never