Illusions Freestyle Lyrics

Maybe one day we can live past the illusions we create

For the sake of sanity

The news find a way to only cover calamity

Keepin in mind the stresses of a man still reside in me

Weapons form against me

And they still fucking prosper

I had to doctor my doctrine

To be an opp stopper

Big papa

No Diddy

Matter fact no biggie

Wake up just to do this shit again

The day of an average man

What can I say

Illusions get destroyed everyday

If somebody's on my side

I'd wish they say it to my face

Lookin in the mirror

And my mask is fucking cracking

Heavy is my head

And ion got a G-Wagon

Fuck it ion even got a crown made of plastic

The pressure applied

And I'm still not a diamond

Goddamnit

A man wit a plan

Tryna manage, maintain and make sure he a man still

I watch cartoons

So I can make time stand still

Life is depressing

I be carrying an anvil

I'm tryna be like Popeye

Without smoking spinach

Im eating mushrooms like Mario

Wit my niggas

Definitely blasting of again like Team Rocket

Imma out of pocket

And can't nobody stop it

What other option do you have

When you not opted-in

Niggas don't have much to do besides lock in

And if you not locked in you locked out

Fuck is you talking bout

Definitely overlooked

And overconfident

The optics of it all is ironic

Quasi-concerned when they wanna call you narcissist

Far be it from me to think highly as a male

If show to much swagger I'm a chauvinist

she can tell

Oh well

Give em hell

The ship has sailed

And I'm the captain

I'd be cappin if I said

I ain't want a baddie as a pirate

Straight from the Caribbean

White sand and white nails

The only thing she missing is a man that can tell her tales

A dead man's chest to show her I wished her well

Inside my heart and gems and things I couldn't share

The love I couldn't give And money I couldn't spare

The illusions of a man that honestly still cares

Goddamn