lojtm Lyrics

I'm sick of all the emotion, the pressure getting to me

My minutes following motion, I still don't get the new me

I'm sitting front and center, eyes around the room, they on me

And still I wonder what I'll say, what is it they want from me

Just try to wake up

Another day I cover up my face with all the makeup

They wonder what is running through my mind, find shit to make up

Got corners of my mind I never want the world to take up

Yeah take my pain, take my work and try to ridicule me

I ain't the same, ain't what I was with letting people fool me

You know the name ain't gotta say it but I will it's rooski

Won't let it down, I got my ways and I don't need to prove it

Leave, or join the movement

Yeah I said leave, or join the movement, oh no

Leave, or join the...

I've always been the one to say I've got my brothers' back

Stressing about just trying to entertain and still make people mad

Remember working in a basement, laugh when looking back

To think I still sit in my place and think all this shit whack

Yeah its been hard enough

Take it day by day but they see me say "He ain't far enough"

Break down in the rain and kick my car 'cause it ain't starting up

Mad because my girl mad cuz i'm mad ain't that bizarre or what, it's cuz i keep it bottled up, don't fucking know why

Sometimes I look back on my crazy dreams

Think of things, remember what i used to be

Remember that I fought through all the things that were abusing me, and still ain't end up losing me, yeah she still end up chosing me, it's all going well

I guess it's all going well