Before It Gets Better ft. Janou Lyrics

"And everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

Some days I think I'm doing a little better and fine

But in a blink I am surrounded

All these hills turn into mountains

Wanted: Life

But my head is filled with dynamite

Every glint, I have to drown it

Shook a fear and then I found ten

Oh help, I feel my heart

It's acting up oh and these patches don't help, yeah

Ride every wave

I'm so afraid to fall down

But they say

"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

But I just can not take it right now

"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

But I just can not take it right now

Barely hear what they're saying

It feels too far away here

Where I'm tryin to stay alive, riding waves of self-denial

And I curved all my edges, so worn down but restless

Nevermind how I try try try

Call me crazy

But I'm bathing in a sea of pain and scars

It's amazing, and frustrating how these fears are stacking up

I'm repainting all these shades and tell myself that that's enough

'Cause I don't know how I can pull it off

"And everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

But I just can not take it right now

"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

But I just can not take it right now

Ooh-ooh-oh-oh

Ooh-ooh-oh-oh

Ooh-ooh-oh-oh

Ooh-ooh-oh-oh

"And everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

But I just can not take it right now

"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"

But I just can not take it right now

(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)

(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)

But I just can not take it right now

(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)

(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)

But I just can not take it right now