show me something Lyrics

If I loved myself a little more, I could've loved you less

If I'd known to stop the bleeding, keep the wound all patched and dressed

I could love again

Bending backwards, cutting corners just to see you once again

Nod my head and play pretend, remember to talk to my friends

I want to love again

You said I wasn't strong enough to love you

So I begged God to show me mercy

You said we weren't made to love each other

While I begged you to show me something

I walk alone, try to enjoy it, pay attention to my steps

Mindfulness and therapists banging on closed doors in my head

I want to love again

Singing songs about moving on but they're so angry and I'm sad

Like should I hate you?

I don't hate you, really I just want you back

I should rather die than have you back

You said I wasn't strong enough to love you

So I begged God to show me mercy

You said we weren't made to love each other

While I begged you to show me something

Who am I without your love?

Who am I if not in love?

Am I just another lesson you won't learn until we're done?

Who am I without your love?

Who I am if not in love?

Am I just another lesson you will use for your next one?