HEADSHOT Lyrics

Now I'm waking up, girl in my bed

Seven in the morning, mind is so dead

Where is my girl, she's not here

She's at home, loving me instead

Man, what have I done, I made a mistake

The alcohol hit me, bad mistake

The girl was ten, she needed a friend

She hit me up, and I was there

But now I feel bad, all this guilt

Get my off my mind, so I pop a pill

I need to come clean, but she looking at me

Round two pending, she looking so mean

So I make another move, but I think about my wife

Whilst I'm inside, gotta close my eyes

Picture her smile, damn it's so bright

Then I open my eyes and damn, I despise

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

Now I'm waking up, girl in my bed

Seven in the morning, mind is so dead

Where is my girl, she's not here

She's at home, loving me instead

I hate myself

I hate myself

Said it to my boys, look what I did

They weren't phased, just because I slid

Hyping me up, but they called that girl mid

Feeding my ego, said it's my win

Feel so guilty, can you forgive me

I won't tell you, you're all I need

Do apologise for what you don't know

But you'll never know all that I know

What can I say, I've already done it

I'll do it again 'cause I've already done it

I know I was wrong, but it felt so right

But, I pictured you when I was inside

I hate myself 'cause I've lost myself

But you'll never know, so you'll never shout

That's my secret, but please forgive

I apologise, but you will live

Baby, one day I'll come clean

But it's not today, so we will see

I still love you, I always will

You're my wife, but I need other girls

I hate myself

Now I'm waking up, girl in my bed

Seven in the morning, mind is so dead

Where is my girl, she's not here

She's at home, loving me instead

What have I done, I made a mistake

The alcohol hit me, bad mistake

The girl was ten, she needed a friend

She hit me up, and I was there

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself