TRUST! ft. A.Ru Lyrics

Out of our suffering came jazz

Out of our suffering came what they call RnB

Out of our longing for God to deliver us came Gospel

And out of the suffering in the ghetto

Came rap

Trust

This shit been confusing money or music

Stuck in a rut

Eyes to the future worry about you don't worry about us

Trust

Don't ask about my shoes my hoes or my views

Or what's in my cup

Discussed it enough

Talking too much

It took me a couple months just to write this

I was frightened

What's the world going to think when I hurl on this beat

If I spill all my pain would you spit out your drink

I was told to have faith in the process

But it's hard when you ain't making progress

And your momma's at home with no eyesight

I'm trying to turn these lemons into lime light

High heights what I'll reach when I'm ready

Shine bright hindsight's 20-20

Nine nights what I spent not knowing

If my son was okay left my heart broken

Because his momma thought I wasn't worthy of him

Now I'm hiring lawyers I can't afford

Kept on calling texting but she kept ignoring

And that's barely the beginning of the story

But I digress

Don't worry about me I'm good let's get one thing understood

It's okay to complain as long as you're making the changes you should

I know you in pain it's cold and it's raining

It'd probably be easy to just point the finger

But that don't change that nobody gone save you this shit get's dangerous

Trust

This shit been confusing money or music

Stuck in a rut

Eyes to the future worry about you don't worry about us

Trust

Don't ask about my shoes my hoes or my views

Or what's in my cup

Discussed it enough

Talking too

Trust

This shit been confusing money or music

Stuck in a rut

Eyes to the future worry about you don't worry about us

Trust

Don't ask about my shoes my hoes or my views

Or what's in my cup

Discussed it enough

Talking too

Things ain't the same

A quarter through life but still looking for change

Realizing things I once couldn't explain

Twice reimagined and thrice I reframed

Reworked and became

The version of me that old me tried to tame

Fighting my ways as I'm finding my way

Boxing the shade

Embracing my demons they love me the same

Picture myself at the top of the mountain

Got to the top and it wasn't enough

Achieved the success I set out to accomplish

But how I was feeling inside wouldn't budge

Growing up my environment was toxic

I'm still digging deep to remove all the sludge

Waste management from anger management

Temper tantrums left my hands full of blood

Called out to God but felt disconnected

Gave into darkness a nervous wreck

Grinned through the dimness I felt protected

Played every card that I could collect

When you live for others they can disrespect it

But you damage yourself more than you'd expect it

Reminiscing on what you neglected

Face to face with a mirror full of regrets

But I digress

Since a young one I knew what was mine

Was dreaming unconscious till the stars

Said I hit that snooze button too many times

Through struggle and triumph conflict and grind

My heart and my mind have finally aligned

This journey I'm on is divine

Trust it'll always be fine

Fine

Trust

This shit been confusing money or music

Stuck in a rut

Eyes to the future worry about you don't worry about us

Trust

Don't ask about my shoes my hoes or my views

Or what's in my cup

Discussed it enough

Talking too

Trust

This shit been confusing money or music

Stuck in a rut

Eyes to the future worry about you don't worry about us

Trust

Don't ask about my shoes my hoes or my views

Or what's in my cup

Discussed it enough

Talking too much