i'll show u Lyrics

Don't know if I wanna be here

I don't know if i'm gon be here

When I see you I just feel fear

I'm not sure what to do here

I'm lost inside the moment

Every single second burns

And I don't think you notice

How do I forget and just keep my focus

It's not really worth it

I don't think that I deserve it

You just wanna see me fall

And be the worst fucking person

But I wont ever fall

Ten toes on the front line

Don't you realize

What this even feels like

If you don't

I'd never wish it on you

It don't feel right

I will never fall

Don't know if I wanna stay here

Not sure if I should lay here

It's true that I feel safe here

So why do I wanna leave here

You make me feel hopeless

My eyes are closed

And I still did not notice

How you called me worthless

I still try to force it

But it's not working

It never does

I'm still fighting for it

You told me

You told me you've never done this before

So I'll show you how

Even if it kills me

I'll do it right

I feel so stupid

You used me

And left me dry

Dry I'm dying to find my light

It hurts to know that I just might

Fall after all

Was I just an afterthought