Maintain Lyrics

How can you tell me that it's different now, when I feel the same pain

I can't find my point in livin' now, but I gotta maintain, yes I gotta maintain

Right now my pocket's good, just tell em I can't book the show unless my profit good

I spend like 50 on the road, can't trip that's understood

I had some thoughts to take my brain, I know my family good

Can't fault a youngin doing bad, I'm coming from the hood

How can you question where I'm from

No I ain't got no life to live, cause now I'm living for my son

My momma told me watch my back, because they trust inside a gun

Right now I'm posted with my racks, I'm here to live, I'll never run

The day they take my breath away

I'm speaking cap, not in my rap, might pop a perk, I'm wide awake

Cause I can't be who died today

I put my family on my back, I took a chance and made a way

I made some money, lost some friends, but who remember lonely days

I only got one childhood friend, I told the rest to stay away

Cause now I'm alright

Nigga talking boldly , make em holy, he up all night

Blicky make em shiver, hit his liver, he don't know right

Granny passed away when I was six, that made my soul cry

That made my soul cry

But it's okay

Life is gonna get better when you maintain

It took me time to understand, but still I felt pain

I lost some people in my life, but still I maintain

I promise you that I won't change that's on my son name

How can you tell me that it's different now

When I feel the same pain

I can't find my point in living though

But I gotta maintain

Yes, I gotta maintain

Yes, I gotta maintain