BLXND TO ECSTXSY Lyrics

(Said she wasn't gonna leave, she ain't coming back)

(Baby now I can't breathe, had a heart attack)

(Drowning in the ecstasy of your toxic love)

First date I was hooked by your pretty eyes

One look and I knew I'd be traumatized

Never thought I'd get cooked by your pretty lies

Now I'm cursed to run away every fuckin' time

I said I was giving you all I had left

So you threw it on the ground, left my heart in a wreck

Now I'm so fuckin' angry

Everybody hates me

But I don't wanna live like this

(Said she wasn't gonna leave, she ain't coming back)

(Baby now I can't breathe, had a heart attack)

(Drowning in the ecstasy of your toxic love)

I would have walked a thousand miles for you

But you wouldn't walk across the street

I would have up and fuckin' died for you

But you wouldn't even leave your feet

So I never wanna love again

If this is all it's ever gonna be

I'm never gonna love again

The lies have made me blind to ecstasy

(You said you would be the one, guess that you were right)

(Turned me to a fuckin' monster, I'm filled with spite)

(I just wanna go back into the light)

Baby I just wanna feel something other than this

I been bleedin' from my eardrums with every diss

I don't wanna live in fear no more, my love

But I don't really wanna hear your voice when I kiss

Anybody else, need someone to help me

I don't know why nobody would tell me

What I did to be the villain

So Imma just live up to expectations

(You said you would be the one, guess that you were right)

(Turned me to a fuckin' monster, I'm filled with spite)

(I just wanna go back into the light)

I would have walked a thousand miles for you

But you wouldn't walk across the street

I would have up and fuckin' died for you

But you wouldn't even leave your feet

So I never wanna love again

If this is all it's ever gonna be

I'm never gonna love again

The lies have made me blind to ecstasy

I'm never gonna love again

Cuz you took it all away from me

Girl I'm never gonna love again

So I'll sell my soul to make myself feel free