Absence Lyrics

Slip in sliding

Think i heard you calling

No im not ignoring

Im just drowsy

Off the comedown

So many drugs

Spin my head around

Can't tell which way is up no

Slipping sliding

When im off the molly

Feel my heads roaring

I feel savage

Like a tyrant

Ruthless anarchist throw thought out the window i don give no fucks

But i know one thing thats your the love

And another thing that you have my heart

And the thing is without you im lost

But expressing is hard when im heartless so dont leave me no im adrift

Feel absent like a whole without a half

Feel absent like a hole where my heart is

Thats where my mind lives

It has no home when you leave

When you leave

Im so empty

I feel lifeless

I need energy

I needa pop one pill with a likkle sip then another and another

I need an ekky to feel better

Then another and another and another till i overdose fall over comatose feel its terminal

No one left to find me im all alone in a garden of drugs thats overgrown i wasnt left shears only small razors how Do i cope guess ill eat them all and overdose again

Look at that im down on the ground again

Lose myself in drugs just to forget the pain

I need to smother myself in drugs to feel again but you were my ecxtasy so without it im lost at sea wishing you would rescue me