armageddon Lyrics

Last week

I contemplated giving up hope

I know, I know I'm not, I was close

Instead I got in bed, I smoked just to forget it's been so

Bleak

Droppin' weight, I feel pretty weak

No matter all the food that I eat

The younger me, I swear, It would've been her dream

But it's my

Nightmare

Searching for relief but it's not there

Searching for a reason, it ain't fair

I don't care, I'm gonna throw a fit

It isn't armageddon

But i'm gettin' fuckin' sick of it

Sick of endless remedies without an endless benefit

Maybe that's the more bitter pill

That it ain't armageddon

I'm just livin' in my own hell

I'm fine

I'm only miserable like all of the time

But don't look sorry for me or else I'll lie

And spit some bullshit line like

"It's all a blessing in disguise of a-"

Nightmare

Searching for relief but it's not there

Searching for a reason, it ain't fair

I don't care, I'm gonna throw a fit

It isn't armageddon

But I'm gettin' fuckin' sick of it

Sick of endless remedies without an endless benefit

Maybe that's the more bitter pill

That it ain't armageddon

I'm just living in my own hell

Oh, in my own hell

Living in my own hell

It ain't armageddon I'm just

Livin' in my own hell