Long Way From Boston Lyrics

This is a journey inside of Jpaulished's brain

From the outside it seems like things are working correctly

But the closer we look

From the inside

It seems he is in need of maintenance

I am not okay

Man I lost it

Awesome

I'm a long way from the Boston Commons

Moved down south

Where the heat exhausting

Someone tell me to breath

How the fuck can I magician

With no tricks up my sleeve?

I need a girl for every day of the week

Ortega's on a Wednesday

Huh

But really I don't how much more than I can take

I'm going insane

I say I want hos

But all hos are the same

I think I really want a woman to date

That would hold me when I'm having a day

When I'm with her pain vanish away

How the fuck are struggling?

Online they would faint

If they met you in public

Deep down you ain't loving it

You just smile and cover it up

Treated like a piece of meat

At least the finest of cuts

But when the screen turns off

You know the silence is nuts

I am not okay

Man I lost it

I am not okay

Man I lost it

Awesome

I'm a long way from the Boston Commons

Moved down south

Where the heat exhausting

And I'm a long way from Boston

The beast it'll be one to keep you from it

I put my feet on the edge

And release and plummet

Wake up in a cold sweat

Bed and sheets is covered

Must be one of my nine lives

I always die when I close my eyes

Or find a girl

That I always wanted to be mine

Reality I'm alone

And no one by my side

I spend my time stressing

While I'm losing time

Making music

What a loser I am

I mean I even moved across the country

Just to try

I probably should have studied Poly-Sci

This life is killing me

I'll probably die

With notes open

Beats playing that I found online

Looping back til my laptop dies

A scary scene

But the backdrop vibes

Empire Strikes Back is in my top five

But who the hell is this jpaulished guy?

I am not okay

Man I

I am not okay

Man I lost it

Awesome

I'm a long way from the Boston Commons

Moved down south

Where the heat exhausting

And I'm a long way from Boston