Letter Lyrics

I left you a letter before I left

I hope you get better in the end

Even though we're together when we can

I go with the weather with the wind

I know that I'm never gonna win

It's taken forever I'll give in

I'm drawing a blank

I don't know who to thank

All over the place

I don't know what to think

I'm so over it

Oh I hate it

I give up

I was up for months but I just spent the whole time waiting

What the fuck

I been feeling so bummed

Had to block out so much hatred

Had my headphones on

Was it just my song or my phone vibrating

I don't know I just got home

I told you whatever

That's what I said

I'm gone til December

Until then

I hope you remember how it went

(I'm falling in that rut again)

I love you forever

Til the end

I was doing so well for myself til I fell and I scraped my hands

Try getting back up

Do it all over again

I'm 0 for an M

I'm totaled

I'm shredded

And I don't wanna ditch my motive but I'm going the distance

I think I need a different modem but I don't know the difference

I'm just not the man you married

I'm no merry man

I can't wait til February let me hold your hand

It's necessary

Let me hold your hand

I left you a letter before I left

I hope you get better in the end

Even though we're together when we can