body horror Lyrics

A triangle flowing in non euclydian motion

(Os vertices ad nauseam)

It treads through my dreams, plaguing me

I am responsive but not awake

As concepts become things

Polygons upon polygons

An incomprehensible cosmic aparatus

And it weighs down on me

(It weighs ad nauseam)

November night

I can feel the nausea of an entire lifetime downing on me in the next moment - but it never comes

I feel so hot i cant go to sleep

Blankets weight me down to the bottom of the sea

(It burns ad nauseam)

I can feel the accumulated pressure

My ear bursts

As my throat floods with salty waters

(Body horror ad nauseam)

I am half alive

And it aches

Like jolts of pain

And freezing cold

Weighing down on me

I'll forget to breathe

(I cannot breathe ad nauseam)

I' feel like if i go to sleep now, im going to die

I'll choke on my spit and die

As i eat into my own lungs

I can feel the walls of my throat cave in - suffocation

I am half alive

And it aches

Like jolts of pain

And freezing cold

Weighing down on me

(Whines ad nauseam)

The detestable feeling of my body failing me

Fearing a self destruct

Whatever my mind thinks is the new culprit to my encroathing demise

Tonights autodiagnosed ailment that isnt probable, but just likely enough

An anxiety-born anxiety birther

Corporal punishment for my worries

Fleeting thoughts, premonitions of death

Body horror