Life of Cel Lyrics

I kinda knew this from the start and it really breaks my heart

This rap shit dont mean nothing in real life, damn

Renata never really let me focus on the mess

I was in them books cause she know life was a test, damn

Life is hell yeah it all makes sense

But if i need to make it through, this is my way to vent

Momma imma grown man, sucks to be a grown man

Tryna stand on business, need tuxedo & a strong hand

See you with my eyes closed

Music beats my heart slow

Laying in my sorrows, need a genie in a bottle

Should've been a racer, my thoughts be speeding like the cars go

Someone catch the devil he been creeping in the shadows

I've been Praying

Ik lord its been awhile

Someone saves me

This life is driving me wild

Picture walking round with a body full of scars

But you therapeutic, not for you, for them you play the part, tho

Feeling like a little fish but swimming where the sharks go

Whole time you wondering if you gon see tomorrow

Know one understands the life i live, what i see and what i saw, and all the harm i did

I've been tryna make excuses but im all out bid

I've been feeling like a nuisance since a small small kid

Once i turned 18 thats when my heart got real

I been busy fighting demons, didnt know i lost years

I been busy with my image, didnt know i had tears

To tell the truth how you expect me to heal

I kinda knew this from the start and it really breaks my heart

This rap shit dont mean nothing in real life, damn

Renata never really let me focus on the mess

I was in them books cause she know life was a test, damn

I've been Praying

Ik lord its been awhile

Someone saves me

This life is driving me wild