survive Lyrics

Don't know how long I've had to live with this

God-awful feeling stuck inside my chest

It hurts so much to pull my heart out

Whenever you feel that you want it

Do I even exist

Am I a part of this

Do you even understand me

It's a swing and a miss

Now it's raining outside

And I'm telling my lies

This is my only vice

All I wanted was

I see the future in my hands

I do not know just where I stand

I cannot be more than I am

I want to fade away but instead I just cry

Somehow the way it hurts is getting me high

Can I become that girl? I wanted to try

And still survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

Red strings of fate make me a marionette

My fingers shake, eyes ever so slightly wet

Being heartbroken with all these letters left

Thoughts and prayers, messages I won't send

I see the future in my hands

I do not know just where I stand

I cannot be more than I am

I want to fade away but instead I just cry

Somehow the way it hurts is getting me high

Can I become that girl? I wanted to try

And still survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive (I see the future in my hands, I do not know just where I)

I can't survive (stand, I cannot be more than I am)

I can't survive (I want to fade away but they keep me alive, somehow the way it hurts is)

I can't survive (getting me high, can I become that girl? I wanted to try)

I can't survive (and still survive)

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive

I can't survive