Wouldn't Wish It On Nobody Else ft. BREEDSWORLD Lyrics

Hard to contain all my scars and my shame/

Barking at strangers in they cars like dog in the rain/

My heart is in pain, feeling like I'm smart but insane/

Marjorie Shane it's dark and it's hard to explain/

I miss you mama ain't no changing it now/

I smile every time I think about you face in the clouds/

Inspired my artistry i hope I'm making you proud/

I still got all of your painting hanging in my house/

I'll never forget the day that you passed/

I tried to see you that moment knowing it may be your last/

They kicked me out the hospital my brain was racing too fast/

Remember heading across the street I just laid in the grass/

Panic I love you you deserve to be here/

Still got your texts saved in my phone/

I'm looking at our conversations and the words were so clear/

I pray that when you left you ain't feel alone/

Life's a roller coaster better make sure we strapped/

This ride can end at any minute, OG's told me that/

See the signs no zodiac/ life is a gift/

This Christmas I just want my dead homies back/

This the realest shit I ever wrote it's tough to manage/

Painting these pictures the descriptions cover up the canvas/

I reminisce the love and damage being young and camping/

Lately I been shedding tears like fuck I miss my brother Panic/

I think he left too early/

Got my head all fucked up like catching a swirly/

It hit the whiskey bottle feeling like a fuckin disgrace/

Polish it off and I'm gone without a buffalo trace/

Try to numb the pain know it ain't enough tissue/

To cover up the anguish in my face it's official/

I'm starting to feel lost, that ain't even the issue/

I wish you was here to help me up, I just love and I miss you/

I can't escape these awful thoughts I know we talked a lot/

I know it hurt it broke my heart when you lost ya pops/

I know it hurt when you got locked after popping shots and riding off, despite it all still got caught by cops/

I almost wish you didn't miss, that you would've just smoked em/

Then you be locked in prison shit, you would've been hopeless/

I feel selfish saying least I could've visited knowing you'd be alive for that, instead of just drinking and sulking/

It makes me angry the way this life can just deal you a hand/

Regardless if you wanna play the game or chill in the stands/

Wouldn't went to war for each other that's real you my man/

I'm a hold you down forever cause you really my fam/ I love you