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I spend more time in the shower now to spend less time in tears

And it don't help to know that I could go much lower from here

Not sure how much I can take at this point I guess we'll find out

I'd take back last week in a heartbeat before I figured out

Somethings are too heavy to put down

Too heavy so I carry them around

And I tell them what they wanna hear

I'll be fine there is nothing to fear

Fake a smile and I can tell that we

Ignore I'm lying to myself

Here

Oh the less that I talk the more I'm feeling alone

It's not a secret for some reason though I can't let them know

And the days kinda blur 'cause all I can do is wait

So now I'm staying inside reading novels to escape

And I tell them what they wanna hear

I'll be fine there is nothing to fear

Fake a smile and I can tell that we

Ignore I'm lying to myself here

And I tell them what they wanna hear

I'll be fine there is nothing to fear

Fake a smile and I can tell that we

Ignore I'm lying to myself

Here

Would you care if I told you that I was lying

Mmm…

I'm shit scared and sad am I that good at hiding

Well I guess I'll stick to writing

And just tell them what they wanna hear

I'll be fine there is nothing to fear

Fake a smile and I can tell that we

Ignore I'm lying to myself

(And I tell them)

I keep lying to myself

(I'll be fine and)

Ignore I'm lying to myself

(Fake a smile and)

Lying to myself

(Keep on lying)

I just keep lying to myself here