Can't Handle Happiness Lyrics

I'd sleep in your bed

I'd get lost in your skin

You'd get stuck in my head

You were my reason to live

I'd stay up for your calls

I'd kiss your chapped lips

You were affectionate

You knew that I exist

I can't handle happiness

I can't see this moment for what it is

I can't handle happiness

I can't maintain my relationships

I can't handle happiness

I can't get past my present tense

Now I sleep alone in my bed

Now I've lost your skin

Now I'm stuck in my head

I have no reason to live

Now we don't talk at all

I don't kiss your chapped lips

Now you don't know me at all

Now I don't exist

I can't move forward while looking back

So maybe I'll try just staying right here