Raise Up Lyrics

I gotta raise up, face my own life

Fuck a fantasy

Actually a tragedy

Escaping from reality

And living in my head

Better off dead

Way I lose the motivation

Sitting contemplatin

Way back my mind been racin

On some smoke shit

These days I catch myself

Bugging on some hope shit

Know this

Ain't an easy route

This here ain't gonna change

Doing what I do

Might not even get a hundred plays

Fuck it though

I love it though

Know it's in my blood it shows

I got something rugged when I flow

Got me pumping quotes

Fuck the jokes

Strictly serious

I mean this if you're hearing this

And not fearing this

Be serious

Most people seem delirious

I'm clear of this, not hearing shit,

Won't trap me I'm not new to this

Who'd he diss – everyone might as well

I ain't gonna break the spell

Only in it for themselves

So fuck it I'll just go for mine

World's left me dead inside

Underground away from light

Take it to the darker times

Spark a light

But take that shit from me

I need the clearest state of mind

I don't fuck with drugs please

Just a crux on life

If you can't see that's why

Got me cussing way too much

Frustrated like

Feeling cold, alone

I go hard

On the craft

But I cant shake the lows I know

How I just cant relate

With anyone it shows

Cause I wont take part

In any games of hope

Deceive me and tease me

It's all about your ego

Why you think I wear a mask

I'm not tryin' to play hero

Can't bite the supervillain

Lyrically nowhere as Illin

Me I'm more a fill in

Writing shit because I'm feelin

Certain ways

Certain days I get more productive

When my life's destructive

Then the rhyme's abundant

Cause my mind needs something

Cant trust in nothin

But myself

I ain't got the time for frontin

Selfish but selfless

I do my own thing

Put the work in

But really do care if you're hurtin

Doing what I can

If youre worth it and real with your purpose

Just work it

Like now

Got the maddest sounds

Sadness pounds

But I'm glad its out

On the open

Pour my whole soul out now

It's all I write about

Please

Can't you see through me

There's mad pain in my eyes

I cant even see

On the day to day

It's never easy each time

I think I move past

From these demon dreams

Been infectin' my mind

Cause I fiend for peace

But can't shake that I won't

Find what I need

On my own

Prospects of achieving seems unreal

Like I'm not even on my team

Too lost takin shots

When I need to leave

Ain't got the heart to believe

That she's usin' me

Gotta lose all the pain

In this music scene

I gotta use all the pain

To improve each beat

When I speak on beat

I get to see that place

Thinking shits OK

But in a sec it fades

I got a day where I'm good

But it fades away

So I'm making new beats

For the feelings made

Feeling saved

Got me feeling great

To create in any way

Got the dream in place

I know we seem insane

Speaking on this pain

But if I didn't it'd manifest

In way worse ways

So I got to say

That I'm not OK

But best believe

I got the remedy

You're hearing straight

If you made it this far in the song

Then safe

I do appreciate you staying

Helps us change

Really lost my way

Fuck

Will this help me change