now WHAT! Lyrics

Tell myself maintain

It'll get Better

Will I ever be the same

N***a Prolly never

N if I ever did change

It was for the better

They keep looking at me strange

Holon did I mess up

What I learn from this game

Like we playing checkers

I learned love brings pain

Just try to forget it

Because Just like the pain, I know that things

Don't last forever

So ima sang everything on my brain

Like now WHAT!

Been lost, about

Some things that shouldn't phase me

The game of finding love

I swear to go I shouldn't played it

Talking to my God, show me a sign

That shit was crazy

Give my moms a hug

That's a REAL STRONG LADY

I been tryna sober up

I know the drugs don't make me

Watch out 4 da love, wit out a glove

That shit contagious

Tryna open up

Idk why it feel so dangerous

Tryna trust my heart

But I feel like it keep playing wit me

My conscious at war

You won't believe wat it be saying to Me

It said go with yo heart

Go with yo Move, Go with yo plan

Because I'm gone take In charge

N I'm gone make u understand

Yea I'm gone play my part

N I'm gone Turn u to a Man

Say Dis ain't wat u want

But I was told to take a chance nigga

I gave helping arms

N I ain't have a helping hand with it

I gave her my heart, she done took my soul

N ran wit it, God damn nigga

N I know it's not venting

If it was meant to be, you need to see you can't prevent it

N I wrote a note of me repenting

I'm talking to my G O double D, About forgiveness

N I hope when I speak he listen

My GMA told me sing wit everything

N then he'll hear ya

N I don't wanna think about the difference

If me N u could be, unfortunately

We keep our distance

N they keep talking bout love

Love bring pain now

N they said that I don't changed

Nah I just got to stay down

I can't go against the grain

Everything planned out

Why would I wanna be the same

When momma told me stand out

My father said don't be afraid

U becoming a man now

So ima stay on my own lane

I can't f**k with these damn clowns

They never helped me anyway

I Ain't takin no handouts

He wanna play den he gone lay

On his face like man down

Lemme Talk about it

Lemme talk about some things

Cuz I don't like to talk

Don't like to talk about the pain

I been thinking bout them problems

Asking god ta find a way

Overthinking how ta solve em

N it's driving me insane

Tryna put myself together

Think I'm puzzled from this game

N I'm tryna block the devil

From this level, off the stage

Got me feeling like a rebel

Can't get caught up in my ways

I know PENNY up in heaven

N she might want me say

You know Love is like a fire

Don't u go playing wit flames

Painting pictures of the future

But I never got it framed

Like man I miss my father

Texted him the Otha day

Not lotta talking Wassup papa

Texted me "Is u okay

Doing alright It ain't no drama

Wit my momma, I'm okay

Just feeling nauseas Cuz I'm lost

Up In these thoughts think I should pray

N I keep talking to My god

Cuz I'm not tryna lose my faith

Y I keep praying for you GMA

If u in a brighter place

Can't wait to pop up, on my my momma

With them commas, ma we straight

I kept it solid, from the bottom

While dem other niggas fake

Know yo love was like a sponge

Like How u soaked up all the pain

Ain't know we had so much in common

Until I sit down N think

Ima writer u a poet

So i guess we was the same

Was posed to get u that Toyota

With a brand new license plate

Kind of f****d up how You don't get ta see me

walk across that stage

N I had dreams of playing ball

Being star, hope they don't fade

Like I won't run a million miles

So I can see you one More day

Just wanna look u in yo eyes

N I just wanna here u say

U my little "Saany Saan

N you know u Gma baby

Said I just wanna see u smile

Up in the crowd at graduation

I'm Always talking bout a dollar

She said that love don't cost a thing

Tuck in my shirt, iron my collar

These n****s acting like that gangster

Goin thru pain I wanna holla

I jus got so much to say

Like damn I know my grandma said that

GOD GONE FIND A WAY

Tell myself maintain

It'll get Better

Will I ever be the same

N***a Prolly never

N if I ever did change

It was for the better

They keep looking at me strange

Holon did I mess up

What I learn from this game

Like we playing checkers

I learned love brings pain

Just try to forget it

Because Just like the pain, I know that things

Don't last forever

So ima sang everything on my brain

Like now WHAT!