Shit Head Lyrics

I'm building up my tolerance for dealing with the bullshit

What else to expect when it's coming at you yearly

Time is flying at me, if I'm lucky it won't catch me

Let me hit my second shift, it's a little more relaxing

I couldn't afford to die never, wish I was doing better

I put you in some songs, sending thanks to heaven

For a moment seem a bit generic

Since it all started I've been feeling out of character

Live more life to fill up this character

Areas of my brain feeling overworked

I'm questioning my purpose like what's it all worth

Working at my goal is eating at my soul

Either that or I'm too eager, I don't know

This is my break time before I have a breakdown

Hate the nine to five, trying to find a way out

Feel I won't make it happen if I can't right now

When's it my time to get the hell out

Did I miss my chance

Or is it right now

I'm damaging my image of what should be good living

Exhausting bank accounts, trying to balance out the difference

Chasing dreams so long, start to become a sickness

Surrounded by gods that we thought we were enigmas

Not every one can guide you, don't trust what you see

If there's nothing worth saying, it's better not to speak

Nothing's what it seems, of course I know that then

Why do we let Instagram posts still attract us

I'm cracking under pressure of what I can't live up to

It's all so important, I can't just give up on it

What's the point of future plans if there's no control of it

Working so much seems way too selfish of me

I've delegated to lower expectations

Till it translates to my life and how I shaped it

Been talking so long, I wonder if these words even hold weight to em

It's all I know how to do so

When's it my time to get the hell out

Did I miss my chance

Or is it right now

You're pulling at my threads and I don't know how to feel

Give me one more year where I can just smoke and chill

Every mistake built still learn to live with it

Put it on my shoulders, is how I deal with it

Look, no movement, just losing

Myself inside music

Make plans that I can't go through with Got other obligations, I can't face losing

there's a constant battle that no one ever sees

Between growing up and you, living out your dreams

Seems everyone's always making moves

Where does it leave you

With these hunger pains you gotta feed into

Different social spaces you gotta break into

After everything that you've already been through

Feeling hesitant seems way too typical

Could it all be so simple