Baby I Need You Lyrics

One of my first memories, barbeque seared And tattooed for eternity, learned hellish Ways

Before one would consider heavenly, to be Five and think PTSD was hereditary, I think

Of my own son now head on and how extra Scary, it must've been to look at the person Who gave you life

Try to take theirs, swear the irony's precise, Internalized blame for like most of my life

Truth didn't come out until mania, yelling Turning red like Hogan in Wrestlemania

And you blame the symptoms while Deflecting blame, but listen, this why it took Decades

To say something and I didn't, I'd rather keep The peace than achieve actual peace

And act like a martyr for the rest of the Week, act strong but instead

It's making me weak, until I break down Completely and left missing the peace

Hey viejo, just want you to know I miss you, Still pains me to know our last conversation

I dissed you, kept your composure but inside It must've killed you, to hear the truth fall on

Your head like a bunch of missiles, issues, Untreated trauma will come and hit you

And when you think that's over here, it's Karma to come and get you, they frying up Your soul

Using seasoning and Crisco, enough to put The strongest man in the hospital, after my Own

Baby mama drama I finally get you, not Every decision made was involving you, Once the dust

Settled her problems were not with you, my Mind was I suffered a lot when I was not With you

Too shy when I was young, too arrogant in My 20s, was lost by 26, by 30 I wasn't Worthy

35 in jail, worst part during COVID, 36 in The shelter and hopeless

Hey little man, just know your papi loves And miss you

Circumstances made it I can't play PS5 with You, I won't get messy but it has nothing to Do with

You, women in life are complicated, best Advice I can give you, bad times don't last, Strong people

Live through worse, so best be prepared Before life decide to hit you, and enjoy your Childhood

To the fullest and that's no bullshit, just get Ready for the biggest hug I'm ever gonna Give you

Once God gives you back to me it's official, Then back to Ninja Turtles, chips and some Popsicles

I'm not even bitter but I'm better when I'm Right with you, before your birth was all Dark I saw the

Light in you, that reignited a fire in me to Chase this show, and watch you chase yours Which is all

I ever lived for, and take care of your Mommy for you she'll do anything for

Just know you always had me by your side While I exist boy