Crying Out To God ft. Big Brotha Lee Lyrics

I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me

I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me

Today I don't feel spectacular Matter of fact, I feel like I'm backin' up

So many sins I'm rackin' up I done forgot, I can't keep track of them

Feelin' so guilty, I can't even ask for nothin' It feels so wrong to ask for somethin

Feel like I should gone and go back to dust If I can't keep up with you askin' of me

My flesh keep fightin' my spirit My spirit keep fightin' my flesh

I am a mess I don't even wanna come near you

I feel like I'm Adam and Eve Don't feel like I'm dressed

I can't even say I'm deceived It was on me, I keep on fellin' the test

Then I drop down to my knees And I'm beggin' you, please, God, as I confess

Pick up my Bible, I put down them idols Stop feelin' entitled until your arrival

I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me? Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me

I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me? Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me

Condemnation got me in my feelings I've been sinnin', got me cryin' out to God

In repentance, Holy Spirit sayin' Stop, but my flesh won't let me be

But I resist the devil And Yeshua make him flee, they gon' flee

All them lustful and hauntin' It's thoughts I had to cast them out

I'm renouncin' and bindin' All of these curses out my house

They can't have me or my children or my wife These souls already sold

They belong to Jesus Christ for life Yeah, you told me don't be surprised

At the fiery trials So I be smilin' through adversities

And makin' you proud while singin

I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me? Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me

I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me? Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me

What I don't wanna do, I do What I do wanna do, I don't

How did I let this happen? Fell for another distraction

Feel like these demons laughin', uh Can't get out of this cycle

Bout to go psycho Crash myself into a light pole

Matter how far I run away from these demons They keep showin' up like Michael Myers

I even see the disguise How do I meet my demise

When I'm fightin' this sin? How could I be so surprised

When I know it derived From this secret life that I live

Then I get tired of fightin' myself And that's when I ask for your help

You throw me a vine and ask me to climb And tell me I no longer have to go fight for myself

Take away my stress and my anxieties Now I can do the test you assigned to me

Because I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure

Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it Cryin' out to God, can you come help me

Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me I don't wanna die, feelin' like a failure

Sometimes I wanna cry, and I can't help it

Cryin' out to God, can you come help me? Holy Spirit, I need you to heal me