I Love a Way to Hate Myself Lyrics

It's 5am I'm still out

The night sinks in my chest with doubts

It's better than being home with my thoughts

So let's roll another round

All the notions of who I could ever be

Trampled by adrenaline

Hours upon hours I push away

Leave the pain for another day

I think I love a way to hate myself

I love a way to bring me down

Drown inside my highs to feel comfortable

Knowing not where I'll be found

Oh I tell I tell I tell you

I'm going down this road

Leaning out

You bet it's easier to hate myself

It's easy to forget what keeps me down thinking

I'm better I'm better

I'm better than my feelings

It's bitter it's bitter

It's bitter on my teeth when

I'm tied into the back

Of cars we ride for thrills

The sun is still shining

I'm hiding from my healing

I love a way to hate myself

I love a way to bring me down

Drown inside my highs to feel comfortable

Knowing not where I'll be found

Oh I tell I tell I tell you

I'm going down this road

Leaning out

You bet it's easier to hate myself

It's easy to forget what keeps me down